Hi everyone! Long time no see. I still struggle to get through the days at times. Whoever said that time heals all wounds must not have lost the love of his life. It is better, but sometimes I miss her so bad that I feel physically sick. I hear her voice in those times and she tells me she is still ...

Hey all,

Yeah, it's ok. It's something he really want to do. I can sign and fax the form too if needed.

Hope you are all well.

Russ

I miss you, baby. The kids miss you. The house misses you. I know this place misses you too.

I love you.

Hi everyone, been awhile since I logged on to Kevin's Watch. Hope all of you are well. I came to post something I found on the internet just a little while ago that I thought would be of interest to all of you. Tracie and Stephen actually met this young photo journalist student back in 1990. Her nam...

Hello Everyone. Been a while since I logged in here. Life has been moving forward. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going through the motions. Other times, I become fully awake. Brooke and Myles were married Wednesday, on Stephen's birthday. It was a happy day. We all felt Tracie's presence, we even s...

I don't sleep much these nights. I've taken to wandering the house late at night. It's hard to be in our room without her. I think about the coming holiday season, how she made it all so wonderful, and knowing that this year it won't be that way. Oh yeah, we'll try to make it that way, but deep down...

Uh, yeah. Heh... Anyway, we are coming up on six months since her passing. I have to say, I will never "get used" to her being gone. I ache for her with every breath I take. There is no way time is going to heal this. That being said, I'm glad Brooke has decided to do this with her journal...

I thought the portrait Edge did of my brother in law was astounding. But, this one of Trace, is absolutely amazing. My wife's inner beauty, her inner light captured so perfectly.

Thank you, Brian. As she would say...

"My cup runneth over..."

Thanks everyone. It's another honor in Tracie's memory.

Still too frozen, we'll check again in a couple of weeks. This is so frustrating. I want her here where she belongs.

A beautiful angel. Edge, thank you. Perfect captures of my wife's glorious spirit.

God bless you.

I'll be seeing you In all the old familiar places That this heart of mine embraces All day through. In that small cafe; The park across the way; The children's carousel; The chestnut trees; The wishin' well. I'll be seeing you In every lovely summer's day; In every thing that's light and gay. I'll ...

Thank you, Eric.

Brooke is truly her mother's daughter. I had typed out a whole tirade against the post at the top of this page, but she helped me understand that it would only blot out all the beautiful posts that are here. Thank you all. Tracie makes her presence known to us in many special ways. The letters were ...

God bless you all.

It's hard for me to put into words what I'm feeling right now. I'm not the writer my beautiful wife was. See, just doing that, putting her in past tense adds weight to the rock crushing my chest. We were to grow old together. I wanted to come and express my appreciation for all the prayers, love, su...

Thanks to all for the love and prayers. We all appreciate them. Tracie has slipped into another coma. She is unresponsive. There is some good news, she did not have any seizures today. The vent is still in, Anna and Liz tried to take it out, but Tracie would not breath on her own, we are afraid that...

Hey all, I apologize for not coming on sooner. Yesterday Tracie went into respiratory failure during a seizure. She is now back on the vent and has continued to have seizures. We also got the scan results back yesterday and they show the brain tumor is now growing again. She is semi conscious off an...

She's doing much better today, vent is out, she's awake more and lucid. :) She will probably make an appearance here before the day is over. And Fist...my Dad was a linebacker for ASU back in the late 50's. Don't let that date fool you, he can still bench press 150 lbs, weighs in at 250lbs (all musc...

I think this is where we both say..."My dad is bigger than your dad." Heh...