aliantha wrote:
rusmeister wrote:When you say "guilt inculcated into me", I again see assumptions based on your knowledge of the western theology you were familiar with that I myself do not and cannot espouse.
That may be what you see, but that's not what I mean.
Hi again, Ali,
You may not mean it, but that's what I see. You'd have to be familiar with Eastern assumptions about Christianity and be able to compare them to what you yourself experienced in order to be able to see that the assumptions ARE based on Western Christianity as you know it. Certainly, some of the things you say as blanket expressions about Christianity are N/A to Eastern Christianity.
aliantha wrote:When you send a little kid to church, he/she picks up on a lot of stuff. Part of what kids pick up is "you're gonna go to Hell if you do X," but another part is the warm, fuzzy, coming-home feeling of being with your parents, who love you. It's what dukkha's talking about when he says he can no longer agree with the Catholic Church's teachings but he misses the ceremonial stuff. It's spiritual comfort food. (It's also part of the reason why Wicca uses the same basic format for its rituals as the Christian Church uses for its services -- because that's the format that the creators of ceremonial magick were familiar with, and Wicca inherited it.)
Here I would largely agree. Certainly the children experiences church in the context of family, hopefully in love as well, and that would certainly be a positive connection to church. Of course, when you say, "you're gonna go to Hell if you do X," you are expressing precisely what we don't express. That is part of the western juridical approach, which started with formulas that developed in the Roman West over centuries prior to the Reformation, and its interpretations were retained by the so-called Reformers even as they were rejecting the forms. Thus, the western "Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God" was possible, something not possible in Orthodoxy.
aliantha wrote:The church does this deliberately, of course. It's concerned with kids' immortal souls, sure. But it also wants to get 'em young. It wants them to feel like they're missing something if they don't go to church, and to feel like they've "come home" whenever they do go back.
You couldn't help but pick up on this, rus. No matter how you eventually felt about your parents' religious persuasion, you were programmed to *want* to go back to church. And I misspoke before; it wasn't just because of guilt, but also because you perceived church as a safe haven.
Again, agreed - although my father was not a believer and did not participate in church or much of my childhood. However, it's beginning to sound like the framing of a sinister plot. Any organization, be it family, school or church, is going to want to teach children the things it perceives to be most important while they are young. It is the logical thing to do.
In my own case, I got along fine (as it seemed to me) without faith as an adult for 20 years, and it was intellect/reason - Lewis and Schmemann, to be specific, and not fuzzy sentimental feelings about my past - that led me back. Indeed, it led me to reject the faith of my childhood and all of that familiar stuff - the hymns, practices, etc that could have been sentimentally driven, and led me into something rather alien to that childhood experience.
So yes, I do recognize the impact of indoctrination, but think that my own case is evidence that it does not necessarily have to be the driving factor.
aliantha wrote:I was raised as far outside the church as it's possible to be in this allegedly Judeo-Christian nation. Dad was brought up Catholic but turned atheist in his 20s. Mom wasn't much of anything. I never went to *any* church 'til friends in grade school invited me. I wasn't baptized Episcopal 'til I was in my late 30s (obviously it didn't take
).
So when you try to say that I haven't pursued an adult understanding of Christianity, you're wrong.
What I *do* have, in abundance, is an outsider's view of the Christian faith. The Big Picture, if you will. And I just don't see the Truth there that you profess to see. What I see -- when I get past the people on all the different branches shouting that their interpretation of The Book is the Real Truth -- what I see at the root of the tree is a whole lot of concepts that just don't feel right to me. I do not sense Truth in them. And no amount of "talking to experts" is going to change that for me -- it just feels like those experts are trying to sell me a product that I have no use for.
I suppose I could hedge my bets and join a church -- even, hey, the Orthodox Church! -- just in case there really is a Hell and everything else they say is also true. But then I wouldn't be true to my own beliefs. And if I am not true to myself, then I am truly lost.
I apologize if you got me as saying that you hadn't pursued an adult understanding. I was already aware that you had. I merely think that understanding - and all understandings born of the Protestant reformation (a misnomer if there ever was one) - to be far shallower than the one I have found. I think, for example, that the ideas of hell in the West - the ones you are familiar with - are primitive and that unbelievers rightly reject them.
Here's a 9-minute podcast I listened to on the bus this last week that would help illustrate that:
ancientfaith.com/podcasts/carlton/hell_a_modest_proposal
aliantha wrote:(I hope this post is coherent. I got interrupted approximately 873 times while I was composing it...)
Sounds familiar. In my case, 4 kids and a wife'll do it.
"Eh? Two views? There are a dozen views about everything until you know the answer. Then there's never more than one." Bill Hingest ("That Hideous Strength" by C.S. Lewis)
"These are the days when the Christian is expected to praise every creed except his own." G.K. Chesterton