Kevin's Watch

sgtnull wrote:and per Lore's suggestion. could some kind person combine my writings/poems into one thread? i shall dedicate some small writing to that person. in fact i have just the one for them. thanks, see you all tomorrow night.

Mods don't have that ability, Dennis, but it would be good if you did it.

have done.

the funeral will be this week. those who do pray and such any would be appreciated. sad time.

and thanks to all who have extended sympathies.

dennis --

I'm so sorry to hear of your family's loss, Dennis.

May you find comfort and peace in the happy memories and the love you all shared with each other.

I feel damn good today! A project that I have been working on with a buddy in Amsterdam in my spare time is finally finished after Two and a half years!
What a relief it was to finally post the finished campaign on my site! (BTW--it's a single-player expansion for Medal of Honor pc game).

Relieved. I thought I had torn a tendon in my knee, and maybe I actually have; but the reason I can't straighten my leg is plain old bursitis. I shall be on crutches and swallowing pills for a couple of weeks, but at least I don't appear to need surgery.

Indifferent. Finally managed to see a consultant about this mysterious illness of mine, and he said it's one of two things: a permanent enigma, or Crohn's Disease. I wasn't particularly surprised to discover he thinks it's more likely to be the former. I have little faith in the medical profession's ability to diagnose - it seems everyone I speak to has had some form of undiagnosed illness.

Bah, doctors.

So why am I indifferent? I don't have a preference for either option.

What's he going to do to make it better?

I'm furious. I am God's hammer. I will probably take someone's life before the week is done. Anyone who has read my posts in the Tank knows how little forgiveness I have for certain crimes, and one of those crimes has hit very close to home. I want to feel someone die in my hands, and that has probably colored my posts of late.

Right now I am hate incarnate, and I apologize to anyone I have offended.

Cail wrote:I'm furious. I am God's hammer. I will probably take someone's life before the week is done. Anyone who has read my posts in the Tank knows how little forgiveness I have for certain crimes, and one of those crimes has hit very close to home. I want to feel someone die in my hands, and that has probably colored my posts of late.

Right now I am hate incarnate, and I apologize to anyone I have offended.

What is wrong friend? Let your watch family support you.

Please don't take anyone's life, Cail. You are too sweet to spend the rest of your life in prison.

Yeah, I probably would end up being the prom queen.....

It's been a rough couple of weeks, but I think I'll make it.

Cail -- I do not know what to say, but remember that there are a lot of people here who care deeply about you!!! If you need us, we are here.

Hang in there, Cail. Positive vibes coming your way!

Cail-Whatever issues you are currently facing,my heart goes out to you.And although we do not agree on much in The Tank,I can tell you are a good man and whatever your tribulations may be I wish the best to you and yours.Paul

Cail wrote:I'm furious. I am God's hammer. I will probably take someone's life before the week is done. Anyone who has read my posts in the Tank knows how little forgiveness I have for certain crimes, and one of those crimes has hit very close to home. I want to feel someone die in my hands, and that has probably colored my posts of late.

Right now I am hate incarnate, and I apologize to anyone I have offended.

If you need any support, message me.

Likewise Cail. Stay cool, whatever else.

My thoughts are with you.

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Man, Cail, no idea what to say here. Let any of us know if you need anything!!

Yeah, like everyone else said. Sorry you're going through some rough times, Cail. Good luck. Let me know if you want me to ban anyone for you. On the house.-jay

(hey Jay! how was your day?)

The Esmers condolences, Cail.