Kevin's Watch

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 3:16 am**

Don't blame yourself, Lyr. These things happen between people sometimes, and it really is no one's fault. There was no betrayal if you didn't intend to betray, despite how wounded his feelings are. Don't cook yourself in guilt.

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 3:54 am**

Seareach wrote:Lyr, I have a friend like that--we sometimes have an extremely rocky "relationship"--but in the end we always end up making up because we're friends, because we care for each other, and even though we sometimes rake each other across hot coals, in the end we've both accepted each other's "humanity". We make mistakes, we treat each other like shit sometimes, other times we love each other in such a special and wonderful way. What I'm saying is that hopefully this friend of yours (regardless of who is "responsible") will come around. True friends usually do...sometimes it takes time. But, hey, if you can't actually name what you think you've done to make him upset and/or hurt, it can't be that mindblowingly bad (in my opinion at least).
Brave heart!

Wise words, Sea.

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 3:57 am**

jwaneeta wrote:Don't blame yourself, Lyr. These things happen between people sometimes, and it really is no one's fault. There was no betrayal if you didn't intend to betray, despite how wounded his feelings are. Don't cook yourself in guilt.

Thank you . . . I know this in my head, but sometimes there is a difference between what the head knows and what the heart feels.

~Lyr

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 3:59 am**

On a side note, I've received word that is a strong chance I have a unique cardiac condition. I wont name the syndrome, as it's pretty private, but im going in for tests (ECG) on thursday. If it turns out I do have this disease, it means a radical life change for me - to deal with it.

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 4:17 am**

Loremaster wrote:On a side note, I've received word that is a strong chance I have a unique cardiac condition. I wont name the syndrome, as it's pretty private, but im going in for tests (ECG) on thursday. If it turns out I do have this disease, it means a radical life change for me - to deal with it.

I am so sorry to hear this. I will keep you in my thoughts. . . and hope against hope that all predictions are wrong.

~Lyr

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 4:20 am**

Loremaster wrote:On a side note, I've received word that is a strong chance I have a unique cardiac condition. I wont name the syndrome, as it's pretty private, but im going in for tests (ECG) on thursday. If it turns out I do have this disease, it means a radical life change for me - to deal with it.

I hope everything works out for you my friend.

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 6:07 am**

this afternoon I am over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it, over it etc etc ad infinitum!!!

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 6:29 am**

Seareach wrote:this afternoon I am over it, . . . over it, over it etc etc ad infinitum!!!

I don't know what you're talking about, but I will assume it's good, an give you a cheer. How about a banana party?

:nanaparty:

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 6:43 am**

Aelyria Mireiswen wrote:
Seareach wrote:this afternoon I am over it, . . . over it, over it etc etc ad infinitum!!!

I don't know what you're talking about, but I will assume it's good, an give you a cheer. How about a banana party?

LOL! That's so funny! When I said "over it" I mean "this day has deteriorated into a f**king mess so I've had enough" or, as I would say, "I'm over it". HOWEVER your post has had me in hysterics (I sort of had a "let's go jump off a cliff" feeling happening...but...s**t, I'll banana dance instead!). You're a darl!

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 9:32 am**

Some difficult times for some of us it seems. My thoughts and good wishes to everybody who needs them.

Things looking up a bit on my side I'm glad to say, my mother was discharged from the hospital, (Doc shook her hand and said he hadn't expected her to make it), and seems to be doing all right thankfully.

Just need to get this stuff about my brother sorted out, and my life can go back to being blessedly boring. (I hope.

)

Good luck Lore, you can handle it. And Lyr, hope your Grandfather improves. Don't worry about your friend too much...it'll work out one way or the other.

Everybody else...be safe and have fun huh?

--A

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:46 pm**

that's for everyone who's having a really bad day...

Y'all are making me feel guilty that I'm having it so good at the moment...despite crappy weather possibly making my LOTR tour a washout (if the mountains are under cloud, how the hell am I supposed to take good photos?? GAAAAH! STUPID WEATHER!!!)

and that's all I have to complain about. Oh, other than being moved into a room full of Japanese girls who have their frakking laundry strung throughout the room...

- the joys of backpacker hostels...)

Hope everyone has a better day today.

oh yeah, sorry Vain. You didn't hold the clouds in Auckland, so I don't owe you a thing!

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:49 pm**

That great about you're Mom Av! Im really glad.

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:50 pm**

still fighting the kidney infection.

but all else is going well.
just finished the Poisonwood Bible.

Posted: **Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:57 pm**

Whats the Poison Wood Bible?

Posted: **Tue Oct 03, 2006 9:27 am**

Seareach wrote:
Aelyria Mireiswen wrote:
Seareach wrote:this afternoon I am over it, . . . over it, over it etc etc ad infinitum!!!

I don't know what you're talking about, but I will assume it's good, an give you a cheer. How about a banana party?

LOL! That's so funny! When I said "over it" I mean "this day has deteriorated into a f**king mess so I've had enough" or, as I would say, "I'm over it". HOWEVER your post has had me in hysterics (I sort of had a "let's go jump off a cliff" feeling happening...but...s**t, I'll banana dance instead!). You're a darl!

Sorry I took it wrong, but I'm glad you got a laugh out of it.

And I'm happy to banana dance with you anytime. I'm a good listener: send me a pm if you ever want to talk.

Posted: **Tue Oct 03, 2006 11:13 am**

I am tired. Chased around the county last night looking for a TV to watch the PAckers get killed by the Eagles. My cable was out (no computer or TV)...sigh~

Posted: **Tue Oct 03, 2006 4:21 pm**

my ears hurt, my throat hurts, my sinuses hurt, my body aches.
i'm going back to bed.

Posted: **Tue Oct 03, 2006 4:51 pm**

Balon wrote:Whats the Poison Wood Bible?

"The Poisonwood Bible" is a book by Barbara Kingsolver, I can't remember exactly what it is about but I know I liked it.

Posted: **Tue Oct 03, 2006 4:52 pm**

Lucimay wrote:my ears hurt, my throat hurts, my sinuses hurt, my body aches.
i'm going back to bed.

Feel Better Luc!

Well wishes to all other under the weather Watchers.

Posted: **Tue Oct 03, 2006 5:27 pm**

I'm ready to frickin' explode!

Been walking hard for two days and on my 2nd day without a cig--I'm supposed to start writting my book but I can barely hold my-bleep-together!

Kevin's Watch

How do you feel today?