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Glorious Passing (Isaiah, 1966-2004)
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Furls Fire
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And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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Furls Fire
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I'm missing him deeply today. I feel this aching need to just see him, read to him, sit quietly with him and watch him sleep.
"I know not how to say Farewell
When Farewell is the word
That stays alone for me to say
Or will be heard.
But I cannot speak out that word
Or ever let my loved one go:
How can I bear it that these rooms
Are empty so?"
Such intense love, such a short time. How I wish I had found him much sooner than I did...
"I know not how to say Farewell
When Farewell is the word
That stays alone for me to say
Or will be heard.
But I cannot speak out that word
Or ever let my loved one go:
How can I bear it that these rooms
Are empty so?"
Such intense love, such a short time. How I wish I had found him much sooner than I did...
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And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
Furls wrote, quoting SRD:
Can you hear the change in the quality of the silence?
(@#&*%, at times like this I wish I were a telepath in RL...)
P.S. I've always found the quality of the other poems and songs in the Chronicles uneven. It's in elegies that SRD is at the top of his poetic form; this one and the "Elegy for Variol and Tamarantha" in the first series take my breath.
*blink*"I know not how to say Farewell
When Farewell is the word
That stays alone for me to say
Or will be heard.
But I cannot speak out that word
Or ever let my loved one go:
How can I bear it that these rooms
Are empty so?"
Can you hear the change in the quality of the silence?
(@#&*%, at times like this I wish I were a telepath in RL...)
P.S. I've always found the quality of the other poems and songs in the Chronicles uneven. It's in elegies that SRD is at the top of his poetic form; this one and the "Elegy for Variol and Tamarantha" in the first series take my breath.
Shared pain is lessened; shared joy is increased.
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Dear sister in the Lord, Tracie, I thank God for His work in you, in Stephen, and in Isaiah. Your strength, and you love for Him, and for Stephen and Isaiah shines so clear...what a comfort we have in Him, and such hope He gives us...I have been reading Isaiah's posts since I found this thread, and all you have given us of Stephen's writings, and I do look forward to someday meeting them on those glorious streets of gold they walk.
Isaiah, Stephen, Hail!
Isaiah, Stephen, Hail!
"A choice made freely is stronger than one compelled"
- Stephen R. Donaldson's The Wounded Land
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no words suffice...
no words suffice...
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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Ah, Furls....
Peace my heart...
Peace, my heart, let the time for the parting be sweet.
Let it not be a death but completeness.
Let love melt into memory and pain into songs.
Let the flight through the sky end in the folding of the wings over the nest.
Let the last touch of your hands be gentle like the flower of the night.
Stand still, O Beautiful End, for a moment, and say your last words in silence.
I bow to you and hold up my lamp to light you on your way.
~Rabindranath Tagore
Love as thou wilt.
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Furls Fire
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ah, beautiful Duchy, as always
Durris, Iryssa and Fist hugglessssssssss to you all too
Good to see a another new "face" and hear another new "voice" here in Isaiah's and Stephen's threads. Be welcome to them, Iryssa
Durris, Iryssa and Fist hugglessssssssss to you all too
Good to see a another new "face" and hear another new "voice" here in Isaiah's and Stephen's threads. Be welcome to them, Iryssa
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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My thanks, Furls...what a gift their writings have been...I can't begin to say how much...all honor be to the great Giver *smile*
"A choice made freely is stronger than one compelled"
- Stephen R. Donaldson's The Wounded Land
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- Stephen R. Donaldson's The Wounded Land
https://www.xanga.com/Iryssa
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Hail everyone,
Tomorrow is the 2 month marker of Isaiah's passing. How fast the time goes. How can it be two months already?
I was holding Stephen Isaiah earlier today, and I looked down at his sweet little face and I could have sworn I saw him smile. His eyes held a knowing look, one I have seen before, one my brother always used to give me. And I said aloud to him, "You've seen your Uncles Steve and Isaiah, haven't you?" And the most glorious memory came over me...the day they brought my baby brother home, and placed him in my arms. And how he stopped crying and just stared up into my face. Just like Stephen Isaiah was staring at me at that moment. I felt my brother's presence, and then, stronger than even his, I felt Isaiah's. They are together. Heaven is only a breath away.
Who can say for certain
maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
your memory's so clear
deep within the stillness
I can hear you speak
you're still an inspiration
can it be...
That you are my, forever love
and you are watching over me from up above...
Fly...
me up to where you are
beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
to see you smile
if only for awhile to know you're there
a breath aways not far from where you are...
Are you gently sleeping
here inside my dream
and isn't faith believing
all power can't be seen
as my heart holds you
just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
everyday...
Cause you are my, forever love
and you are watching over me from up above
and I believe
that angels breathe
and that love will live on and never leave...
Fly...
me up to where you are
beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
to see you smile
if only for awhile
to know you're there
a breath away's not far
to where you are...
I know you're there...
A breath away's not far
to where you are....
Tomorrow is the 2 month marker of Isaiah's passing. How fast the time goes. How can it be two months already?
I was holding Stephen Isaiah earlier today, and I looked down at his sweet little face and I could have sworn I saw him smile. His eyes held a knowing look, one I have seen before, one my brother always used to give me. And I said aloud to him, "You've seen your Uncles Steve and Isaiah, haven't you?" And the most glorious memory came over me...the day they brought my baby brother home, and placed him in my arms. And how he stopped crying and just stared up into my face. Just like Stephen Isaiah was staring at me at that moment. I felt my brother's presence, and then, stronger than even his, I felt Isaiah's. They are together. Heaven is only a breath away.
Who can say for certain
maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
your memory's so clear
deep within the stillness
I can hear you speak
you're still an inspiration
can it be...
That you are my, forever love
and you are watching over me from up above...
Fly...
me up to where you are
beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
to see you smile
if only for awhile to know you're there
a breath aways not far from where you are...
Are you gently sleeping
here inside my dream
and isn't faith believing
all power can't be seen
as my heart holds you
just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
everyday...
Cause you are my, forever love
and you are watching over me from up above
and I believe
that angels breathe
and that love will live on and never leave...
Fly...
me up to where you are
beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
to see you smile
if only for awhile
to know you're there
a breath away's not far
to where you are...
I know you're there...
A breath away's not far
to where you are....
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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You don't like the lyrics?
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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oh, don't be sad for Isaiah He's in such a beautiful place now
I admit, I'm sad for myself, it's selfish really, because I miss him. I'm not sad for him tho, or Stephen, they now walk along the pathways of Heaven.
He's in such a beautiful place now I admit, I'm sad for myself, it's selfish really, because I miss him. I'm not sad for him tho, or Stephen, they now walk along the pathways of Heaven.
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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Furls Fire
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hugglessssss birdie!
"..and once we are there, this life will seem like only a blink. The way of Heaven is timeless, the journies there are what this life prepares us for..."
I know your beliefs don't mirror mine, Fist. There are times I wish they did... then maybe the words to that song wouldn't make you so sad.
I understand. But, you know what? We are all born to die. I don't consider it "dying" tho. Stephen and Isaiah are not "dead", if they were I would not see them in my dreams, or feel their presence around me, or hear them whisper in my ears. There is alot that goes on with me that I don't reveal here. If I did, people would consider me "crazy" or schizophrenic. Just trust me when I say they are not "dead". This life, is just a step to the next. The last breath here is the first there...Fist wrote:But I don't like hearing the song, and thinking about others who I don't want to ever sing it to.
"..and once we are there, this life will seem like only a blink. The way of Heaven is timeless, the journies there are what this life prepares us for..."
I know your beliefs don't mirror mine, Fist. There are times I wish they did... then maybe the words to that song wouldn't make you so sad.
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.
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To Isaiah, who flew into our lives and brought us such joy, then, flew out again in such grace, but much too soon...
Oh, my baby, when you're dying
Believe the healing of His hand
Here in Heaven we will wait for your arrival
Here in Heaven you will finally understand
Here in Heaven we will wait for your arrival
Here in Heaven you will finally understand
Worry not my daughters,
Worry not my sons
Child, when life don't seem worth livin'
Come to Jesus and let Him hold you in His arms..
God bless you, Music Man, play a song for us on Heaven's harps. Peace.
Oh, my baby, when you're dying
Believe the healing of His hand
Here in Heaven we will wait for your arrival
Here in Heaven you will finally understand
Here in Heaven we will wait for your arrival
Here in Heaven you will finally understand
Worry not my daughters,
Worry not my sons
Child, when life don't seem worth livin'
Come to Jesus and let Him hold you in His arms..
God bless you, Music Man, play a song for us on Heaven's harps. Peace.
For Myles--
When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
For Mom--
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly...fly high against the sky...
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings
When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
For Mom--
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly...fly high against the sky...
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings
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Fire Daughter, good one. Who wrote it?
Tracie, I don't know how I missed your last post here. I just saw it when I saw your daughter's.
Tracie, I don't know how I missed your last post here. I just saw it when I saw your daughter's.
What makes you think we don't already think that?Furls Fire wrote:There is alot that goes on with me that I don't reveal here. If I did, people would consider me "crazy" or schizophrenic.
There are times when I wish my beliefs mirrored yours. Yes, I can definitely see good aspects of your beliefs. Although the thought of the oblivion I believe is coming is sometimes comforting, at other times it is unsettling. If we could throw a switch and change our beliefs, I wonder which way I would throw it. But since we don't have one...Furls Fire wrote:I know your beliefs don't mirror mine, Fist. There are times I wish they did... then maybe the words to that song wouldn't make you so sad.
All lies and jest
Still a man hears what he wants to hear
And disregards the rest -Paul Simon
Still a man hears what he wants to hear
And disregards the rest -Paul Simon