Posted: Fri Jun 15, 2007 4:07 pm
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Will do.A Gunslinger wrote: I let you guys know not to generate sympathy, or any of that... but I hope that y'all who think it will help, do send Steve some postive energy today and thereafter.
Glad to hear you're doin better, LFLord Foul wrote:Feeling better. Spent the greater part of the week at a funny farm, where they observed my OCD and prescribed various pills and potions.
Already seeing results with the pills--and sideffects. My hands are twitchy as hell, for instance. Not bad enough that I can't play video games, though, so I'm satisfied.
Damn, thats a good workout Cail! Good work. Surely health and fitness related spending (like a bike) is acceptable? Maybe call it "health insurance"Sore, sore, sore. I rode 40 miles today on my bicycle on a great bike trail.
*nod*Waddley Hasselhoff wrote:Glad to hear you're doin better, LFLord Foul wrote:Feeling better. Spent the greater part of the week at a funny farm, where they observed my OCD and prescribed various pills and potions.
Already seeing results with the pills--and sideffects. My hands are twitchy as hell, for instance. Not bad enough that I can't play video games, though, so I'm satisfied.![]()
(You are doing better, right?)
What time you doing?duke wrote:Cail said -Well, I feel all conquering today. I cruised through a 10k (6.2miles for the Yanks) jog this afternoon, I had enough energy for a solid speed in the middle, and a 200m flat run at the end.Sore, sore, sore. I rode 40 miles today on my bicycle on a great bike trail.
That's a real smart way to think of it Foul. Take your small steps and take them gracefully, with intent and purpose, not in haste.Lord Foul wrote:*nod*Waddley Hasselhoff wrote:Glad to hear you're doin better, LFLord Foul wrote:Feeling better. Spent the greater part of the week at a funny farm, where they observed my OCD and prescribed various pills and potions.
Already seeing results with the pills--and sideffects. My hands are twitchy as hell, for instance. Not bad enough that I can't play video games, though, so I'm satisfied.![]()
(You are doing better, right?)
They'll eventually be able to take me off these meds. The drugs only level you out, really; the steps to erasing the OCD behavior/anorexic tendencies are all within my complete control.
At the moment, the OCD is harder to fix than the anorexia. I keep doing tasks just to kill time, or I get weighed down in the middle of a task by trying to do it the "perfect" way. Physically I'm a lot better: 140 right now, which is a big leap from 120 a month ago.
But yeah--the OCD won't go overnight. Part of that was why I despaired so much, at first. Never had such a mental health issue, and I tried too actively to exile it and return to normalcy--which only led to more depression. But now I realize the problem, and I know it's just going to take small steps.
I will--but every now and then grace must give way to tasty desserts.A Gunslinger wrote:That's a real smart way to think of it Foul. Take your small steps and take them gracefully, with intent and purpose, not in haste.Lord Foul wrote:*nod*Waddley Hasselhoff wrote:Glad to hear you're doin better, LF![]()
(You are doing better, right?)
They'll eventually be able to take me off these meds. The drugs only level you out, really; the steps to erasing the OCD behavior/anorexic tendencies are all within my complete control.
At the moment, the OCD is harder to fix than the anorexia. I keep doing tasks just to kill time, or I get weighed down in the middle of a task by trying to do it the "perfect" way. Physically I'm a lot better: 140 right now, which is a big leap from 120 a month ago.
But yeah--the OCD won't go overnight. Part of that was why I despaired so much, at first. Never had such a mental health issue, and I tried too actively to exile it and return to normalcy--which only led to more depression. But now I realize the problem, and I know it's just going to take small steps.
Slow. High 50s for 10k. My PBs are 4k in 17mins and for 10k is 51mins. I dont mind being slow, as I'm training for a half marathon - I cant run fast for 2 hours!What time you doing?