Kevin's Watch

The shadows in my life,
They were always there,
Controlling my destiny beyond that which I could comprehend
All of my actions,
They were not my own,
I was but a pawn in a cruel game
All of my anger,
Yes, it was self induced,
But it was fueled by another source
All of my guilt,
For actions that I was not wholly responsible for,
But yet,
I did have a hand in them
All of the blood,
Oh, the blood on my hands,
Blood of innocents, I’m sure
I don’t remember the faces,
Never knew the names,
All I remember was the blood on my hands,
The corruption in my soul
Once, when I thought that despair was all I knew,
Oh, was I a fool!
To think that what I knew was despair,
Nothing, nothing compared to this!
I gave in to the dark half of my soul,
It knew no sympathy,
No care,
No guilt,
No emotions,
It was a haven from that which I fled
But now it has completely consumed me,
Taken me for it’s own
I kill,
I rape,
I murder the helpless,
Because I am,
Yet I am not,
Beware,
For I am evil.