Sorus wrote:...today I ran into a guy we used to work with, and my first thought was 'I should tell Jenn I ran into so-and-so' just to see the look on her face. (They were NOT friends.) I miss her.

I feel like the little texts or calling someone "because this made me think of you" are often underrated - including by me!
(though perhaps this is more like heckling. man, if a friend called me and introduced the conversation with something to heckle me about, I'd love that!)
Also, I had a wacky dream last night, so you all get to hear...
I was working in an office, and then I slowly "dropped off the map" from there.
Like some days when I'd work 6 hours, I wouldn't enter my time anywhere, keep any records.
Because I felt guilty that I wasn't doing a good job or something.
And then I felt guilty for lacking all those backlogged records, so I stopped going in to work for some stretch of days.
And nobody checked in on me.
So I was at the stage in the dream where I needed to confront the problem, and I went in and talked to the secretary at the front desk or HR or something.
Because at that time I wasn't sure who my boss actually was or where my desk was. (I figured departmental transfers had happened.)

And she gave me some big cardboard thing with objects attached to it and I thought it was a "mind-bender" puzzle.
And I was supposed to use that to figure out the info I needed.
Then I thought, "Well I can't log on here at work, so I'm going to have to take this over to the library and use the internet there! And this is going to be hard and confusing..."
It was kinda scary.
And though this kind of "falling through the cracks" scenario was not entirely believable ... it's a pretty good picture of something I've been "letting slide" as a self-employed tutor.

Also, I literally asked people to pray for me to change in this area (of neglecting dull, worldly responsibilities like housework, billing clients, making dental appts. though I didn't list "billing clients, it's in there.) this week.
Twice.