It seems to me that, from a certain perspective, those who truly believe their faith don't need courage....It's hard to fault anyone who doesn't have the courage to stand up to torture for their faith.
Faith has always been a very ambiguous concept for me. I was raised in a devoutly Church of Christ household in the belt buckle of the Bible Belt. When I was a kid I believed what I was taught to believe, and was content in my faith. But when I got old enough to reason for myself, I naturally started to question my beliefs. Or more prescicely, my faith.
My primary dilemma was this: did I really believe the things I was taught, or did I just want to believe? Was there a difference? Was my faith invalidated by my doubt? How do you know if your faith is pure?
Well that was a long time ago, and I have settled somewhat comfortably with different beliefs than I was brought up with. But I've never been able to come up with an answer to faith. What exactly is Faith anyway? Where are the lines between belief/faith/knowledge?
According to www.merriamwebster.com, Faith is defined as:
1 a : allegiance to duty or a person : LOYALTY b (1) : fidelity to one's promises (2) : sincerity of intentions
2 a (1) : belief and trust in and loyalty to God (2) : belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion b (1) : firm belief in something for which there is no proof (2) : complete trust
3 : something that is believed especially with strong conviction; especially : a system of religious beliefs
Good definitions, all. But inadequate to me. It seems to me that it's more than that. Faith, or at least the capacity for faith, is a fundamental condition of the human spirit. It is as integral a part of being human as walking upright, or opposable thumbs. It is part of the anatomy of the soul. And as such, it is no more definable, really, than the soul itself.
But the fun part is trying anyway right?
So what's your take on Faith? What is it? What is the difference between belief and faith and knowledge? How does it define our humanity? (I know implicitly that it does; I have faith, if you will - but I absoloutely lack the eloquence to explain how.)
What makes a martyr capable of calmly walking to his own fire?
Does faith inspire courage? Or does courage induce faith?
I think Mhoram knew Faith intimately. To fight as hard as you can, for as long as you can, with no doubt that you will lose sooner or later; and yet to make your utterly futile sacrifice anyway, because what you serve deserves no less than every last drop of your blood, your love - to me that is the essence of faith.
I have tried very hard to avoid becoming lost in my own beliefs on this. This is another attempt to look objectively at something that is subjective in it's very nature.

I really hope this makes some sense to you guys. I had a terrible time trying to frame my questions in the right context.

