I don't think any of it was told from Elena's POV, so we don't know what she was thinking ("what were you thinking!!??") other than her statement:High Lord Tolkien wrote:Hmm.....
Did Elena really want to do "it" or was she just doing what she thought TC wanted?
Kind of a hero/godlike worship "do anything for" kind of thing?
(which is pretty messed up in and of itself)
Did SRD use any words like lust or desire when describing what Elena was feeling?
I don't remember.
I do remember thinking the whole thing was pretty creepy though!
"You cannot ravish me. I have chosen you, beloved."
Which is pretty messed up in itself.
Hero worship, partly, but not the "do anything for" the hero kind.