Random Thoughts

[Rogical21]

Here's another one. This one starts out rhyming and then that kind of fades away. Not exactly polished I know, but here it is none the less.

Systematic madness
Washes over me
Alone inside myself
Fear which controls me
This prison I've created
For which there is no key
Unless I create one myself
Only then will I be set free
Mistakes that were made
Will forever mar my outlook
Or at least so it seems
A control over myself
I must learn to exercise
To avoid traps I have sprung
That should have so easily been seen
So many warnings that I was sent
I heeded none so sure of my path
The ignorance of youth
Or the lust of a man
Either way my fate was sealed
Creating this self preserving hell
No one to blame
Except the one who chose
What was offered
And accepted all too blindly
At the time of my passing
Will I have made right my wrongs
Or will I be forced to try it all over again