Cameraman Jenn wrote:Linden Avery - Selfish Monster
No.
And here's why.
Linden is not an "unbeliever".
Her experience of the Land (with Sunbane, Lord Foul, Ravers, and all) first time was terrifyingly, horrifically real, in fact the realest stuff she has ever experienced.
And she is the only person in her world who can understand that the sadistic, murderous cult that killed Covenant is even worse than it appears to be, because there has been a powerful, "paranormal" evil at work in those people. She has
met the evil which possessed Joan. She is a physician. She
knows that the stuff she saw in Joan was not of medical cause. (And when she is transported to the Land a second time, she really believes Jeremiah is "sent" to the same place too.
It ain't a f***ing dream for her!).
When she returns from the Land first time, what does she do?
She does her goddamn best to help these damaged people that's what!
She experienced Ravers as an adult, and she can't help but know that she is in a position to *try* and help these people that no else is, because other people don't know, can't know, the terrifying inside story.
She realizes that the same evil being that caused Joan to thirst for blood, has also "raped" the minds and bodies of other people, (including
children).
She probably discovers that one child is more damaged than the others, and she takes him into her care personally.
She understands medically, that Jeremiah is not, essentially, an autistic child, but has been "raped" by a profound evil, and she does her best for him, does her best so that he might, just
might, recover his humanity.
With the local psychiatric hospital, she dedicates her life to helping those survivors of the evil cult, that she can. (Not to mention all the other ordinary folk in her life as a doctor.)
That's not selfish.
That's inspirationally selfless!
When she's taken to the Land again, she is scared out of her wits, and is crazy with fear.
Crazy with fear, Jenn. Who of us wouldn't be? When people are crazy with fear, they get reckless, it's just human nature.
Pitchwife believed that she, from another world, had a special power native to her. And she is suddenly needed to save an entire world, as well as her son. She is f***ing terrified!
And so she's like a 100mph steamroller trying to right things, and crazy with fears, crazy with the need pressed on her.
She can't afford to fail, but she *CARES*, as much as she dares.
Don't the healings she carried out at Berek's camp have any meaning?
As to the finale of FR:
I would have wanted Covenant too.
The were hoards of knowing people who stood around doing nothing, and made it their business to keep Linden in the dark.
I am pointing my finger at
them, if any blame needs to be laid.
(And if the author has his shit together, we'll see that the behaviour of these characters is legitimate, and that all of it make sense!
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