No Cambo - I don't believe this has to be (or even necessarily is) so, but because we are human the likelyhood is that the Idealist will always view the Materialist position as the lesser and visa versa. One always tends to think that what is 'doing it' for one at any given time is the most rational position to take (indeed it is so for the very reason that it is 'doing it' for one - who would by choice tale a position that did not work for them?). At that point we even look back on our own earlier viewpionts as being misguided. Do you not regard your own current beliefs as an advancement on your previous atheism (I know I do) - surely you don't regard them as just 'another day, another dollar; this suit fits me today so I'll wear it. You must surely feel there to be some advancement in your position as you progress through life.Cambo wrote:*jumps back in feet first*
Must one of you be reduced? Must the atheist be spiritually shallow or the believer deluded?
I think it's more likely that whatever answers an individual gains to these questions of ultimate meaning are his and his alone. They are the solutions to the dilemma of his existence that allow him to fulfil his life in the best, sometimes the only, way possible for him.
In the first trilogy, Covenant's Unbelief was absolutely necessary to him. It was a cornerstone of his identity. If he let go of it, he would have lost much of himself. And it enabled him to save the Land. Covenant's Eye of the Paradox required both Unbelief and love in order to create the opening to wild magic. Unbelief was essential not only to the meaning of his life, but to his redemption.
I am no longer an atheist, but I was for a long time. That was my most meaningful answer at that point in my life. I could have been otherwise, but it would not have been beneficial to me as a person. Only after I went through some other essential changes did I develop my personal spiritual beliefs. Similarly, I could not now embrace Christianity. That framework simply doesn't function for me. But am I lesser for it? Absolutely not.
Regarding TC - his disbelief is contained within the Land, and yes, indeed, serves it's purpose there as you describe. But do we know anything of his beliefs, be they materealistic or idealistic, in his 'real world'. I may be wrong but I think not; and given his ready acceptance of the old beggar as Creator can we not surmise that he was at least in principle open to non-materealist views.
The strong Materealist (not sure there is such a thing, but I hope you know what I mean) would probably read your post and say that your new-found spirituality is but a side effect of the other 'essential changes' you have undergone; I do not - I say that the likelyhood is that the events of your life are leading you toward a deeper understanding of what it is to exist - and why.