Xar,
I don't know if you got my txts. And if you did, I don't know if they came through in full. But if they did, I guess they didn't make my position seem less insulting to you. So I'm going to try again.
I strongly disagree with the way you do some aspects of the game. This is not a surprise to you. We exchanged several pm's about it a while ago. At the time, you said you were not angry about my criticisms, but you were angry that I didn't feel I could bring them to you right away.
So what's changed?
Nothing. I still think you should not do (or should do) some of the things you do (or don't do).
And you still disagree with me.
Why is this a problem? It's your game, and I love it! No, not every aspect of it. But who agrees with every aspect of everything they're involved in? I don't see why you should feel personally insulted by the fact that you have not managed to make me happy in all aspects of the game.
As I said in a txt, the word "trust" is wrong. It's not a matter of trust. I have come to know how some parts of the game will go. I'll curse you out for them, but that doesn't seem to help me any.

But preventing you from being aware of the things that might hurt me? Damn right I will!! Every single time I can!!
Also, I never got the least, tiniest impression that Balon was consciously trying to keep you from knowing about the site when he started it, or that any of us ever thought "Better keep this from Xar." I know
I didn't, and I know nobody ever said it. Frankly, it never occurred to me to tell you about it. It literally never crossed my mind that you should know about it, just as it never crossed my mind that you should know about the Alliance site, or Jove's and Bhakti's site. They are just places where those of us in those groups discuss things.
And sometimes the lines blur here between IC and OOC. Especially on the Comments thread. Even the Game thread at times. And
that with the other players and the GM telling everybody to keep it straight! Can you imagine how blurred the line is in these other forums??? It's NEVER strictly IC, and VERY often it's not at
all IC.