I have intentionally not launched into my personal views on this thread to enable blue_spawn time to discover for themselves the joy of TCTC.
I would be surprised if any who loves .. and I mean LOVES .. TCTC .. hasn't come to the same cross-roads as blue_spawn describes .. and yet having read on sufficiently further hasn't also come to find great love for TC himself.
This may seem inconceivable to you blue_spawn .. and I can truly understand how it would be to you but there are TCTC journeys most TCTC fans have taken that HAVE resulted in this level of appreciation of this particular protagonist.
I have read all your comments and think that excellent points have been raised. I particularly liked amanibhavam's comments as for me they struck to the heart of this dilema created by SRD himself.
Personally, I dont despise TC for his rape of Lena.

Such a charge of rape would never in a million years hold water in a court of law in our world.
A vital element of SRD's work is how he provides a means for the reader to aquire empathy. Empathy not only for Lena but also for TC himelf.
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As many have said, no one can say how they would react given all of TC's circumstances. In the second book and onward, which you have not gotten to yet blue_spawn, we get to see the extreme level of ostracism TC is subjected to, his absolute abandonment and abuses of the most vile nature.
The theme SRD introduces the reader to here ..
is hate! SRD takes us on a journey into the
very real world of hate .. and that journey is squarely in our world! How hateful humans can be toward each other gives me the greater cause for revulsionn .. imho.
Back to the rape of Lena ... as difficult as it may be to keep in perspective .. TC believed he was dreaming, believed this bizarre place and this young buxom girl was all part of an elaborate dream.
Who can blame him for that?? I cannot, it is not every day that whilst crossing a street one is transported to an entirely other wordly reality is it?
It is a paradox between TC's known reality and this strange unknown experience that is not in fact a reality to him.
In our world we assign excuses for those who commit crimes of all characters, and those excuses arise where there lies an element of insanity, or where ones actions are controlled or compelled by another and a select range of other scenarios where there can be seen a lack of intent to commit the crime charged, exists on behalf of the actor.
To me TC is not guilty of committing rape, he is guilty of not believing the Land was real .. a question that even today is still often debated

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and as believing or not believing in an other world or dimensional reality does not have place in any criminal code .. TC truly cant be blamed for failing to recognise that this Land was not a dream.
If it was a dream .. who here is able to control their dreams? I can only manipulate my dreams when a dream has shocked me so greatly that my dream state is altered and my partly awaken self .. now consciously tries to navigate a better outcome.
It is going to be hard for you to process this kind of thinking as you havent had the benefit of reading on to discover more about TC's conflict between his own world and this strange Land.
You may however recall that TC's time in the leperasaurium (sp?) was a time of warning for him with regards to the very real danger of insanity. TC struggles to deny the reality of the Land believing that if he doesnt .. it will only mean a surrender to insanity and despair to him.
TC lusted after young girls in his home town as mentioned earlier, and as hard as it may be to put yourself in his position, remember this is a man that has had his entire world stripped from him, he has been left impotent .. deprived all normal sexual feeling and sensation. Naturally thoughts of this nature consume some of his thinking. He is human afterall.
In his world he has indicated that he would .. if he had the potency to .. never act on such thoughts. But in a dream? .. rape was not a dark side of TC's mind imho .. TC clearly was an angry man, a powerless man .. keenly aware of his impotence and his inabilities .. in dreams we dream about all sorts of things; things we want, things we fear, things we cant do in reality, and all are often portrayed as bizarre abstract and fragmented illusion.
To me it is a harsh standard to hold someone accountable for acts done, thughts had, things said .. whilst in a dream state.
TC believed the Land was a dream and did not want to accept it was anything other than that ..
Hurtloam .. or whatever Lena annointed TC with .. to heal him .. gave him physical senstation ..
feeling where for some years there had not been feeling.
A cruel yet desirable sensation .. a tease .. if you will ..
suddenly in this dream .. he can
feel .. What an overwhelming sensation this must have been for someone deprived of feeling.
I know the Land is real,

.. but I didnt know it straight away .. yet many readers reach this realisation over time .. some to this day argue its non-reality .. and still we expect TC to have been cognizant of this fact the moment he is transported to the Land.