I've just been 'dumped' (for the first time in my life, not a feeling I would like to experience again!), I have little or no money, no fixed address, no friends or family where I am, a crappy job which I'm trading in for a life in the navy!! and I don't even have enough money to go out and get steaming drunk!! Hahaha. I was watching a tv show about fundamentalist christians the other day and they'd probably say that this is God's judgement for me being such a naughty boy when I was younger.
The thing is, I've sort of taken the attitude that I can find meaning in anything if I'm fully commited to it. Consequently I've decided to get myself in to UNBELIEVABLE shape before my basic training starts in the navy. Not only is my training giving me less time to think about all the other shit, it's also giving me a great sense of satisfaction. I'm doing 10k in about 37 mins and want to get down to about 35 before I start. I've started using kettle bells and they are a fantastic training tool AND i've started swimming again.
Haha, I put on a bit of weight after my ironman last year but I'm starting to get some definition back in my stomach again...not quite a Spartan yet, though!!!
Overall I would say I'm doing alright.

It'd take you a long time to blow up or shoot all the sheep in this country, but one diseased banana...could kill 'em all.
I didn't even know sheep ate bananas.