it's been a rough year

[Khaliban]

I want
I need
I desire
I want what I need
I want to need
I need to desire what I want
I want to have what I need
I need it
I need to have it
I need to desire it
I need to have SOMETHING
I need to get it
I try to get it
I need to try to get it
And I FAIL
I FAIL to have anything
To get anything
To earn anything
I FAIL to earn anything I want to deserve
I want to deserve anything I need
And I FAIL
I FAIL to deserve anything I want
I try to deserve anything I FAIL to earn
And I deserve NOTHING
I earn NOTHING
I have NOTHING
I want
I need
I desire
And I try
And I earn NOTHING
I FAIL
To get
AN-Y-THING
I want