I don't think it is a fear of action. Did he not walk to the Phone Company? Is he not required, as he states, be an active participant in Bargain II?NightBlaze wrote:So, following the line of reasing here, TC fears to have responsibility for anything. Did he think lack of action made him less responsible? Or did I miss the point?
IMO what Covenant is dodging is being in the position of Designated Savior. Demands are made of the DS which require the DS to act as if the Land is real. If Covenant were to yield to such demands, he would be seduced into the "trap" of believing the Land is real. If he believes the Land is real, he thinks he will die. Since Covenant wants to live, he needs to hold Land reality at arms length, and so he doesn't want to have those demands made of him, and so he doesn't want to be the DS.
The Bargain involves, each time, making someone else the DS. First, the Ranyhyn. Second, Elena.
Responsibility is not what he is ultimately averse to. He is penultimately averse to believing in the Land, and ultimately averse to dying a nasty leper death. The role of DS turns responsibility into belief, and so responsibity and action - particulary, DS responsibility and action - are anathema.
Ironically, it is ultimately a feeling of responsibility, learned the hard way, which causes him to don the role of Designated Savior and act.In [u]Lord Foul's Bane[/u] was wrote:This dream wanted him to be a hero, a savior; therefore it seduced him, swept him along-urging him forward so that he would run heedless of himself to risk his life for the sake of Wraiths, the Land, illusion.