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Furls Fire wrote:Shadow has been roaming around saying one word over and over again today... "unbelievable". I told him I was going to start calling him the "Unbeliever" if he didn't stop it..LOL :D
:LOLS: :haha: :lol:

You'd think he'd be used to you by now! :D

But seriously, if I was there seeing you in action, I'm sure I'd be in a corner with Shadow, the two of us just looking at each other, shaking our heads in disbelief, helplessly trying to find words worthy of being uttered in the face of all you do.
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:oops: :oops:
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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Furls Fire wrote::oops: :oops:
Shadow, you gonna let her get away with that?? 8O

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heh, Fist and Faith :D Making her blush is so much fun. I do it at least 20 times a day. :)
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Hail everyone, I want to wish all a happy, healthy 2004. :)

Also, some news. Shadow has gotten quite sick over the last couple of days and is in the hospital. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers.

Peace to all :)
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I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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|G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G ShadowLurker |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G |G G


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Give him a big hug for me, please!Image

(I'm happy he has people there to care about him, though. :cry: Sometimes that can make all of the difference in the world :cry: )
Love as thou wilt.

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Thanks Birdie :) I will pass all those wonderful hugs on to him.

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~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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duchess of malfi wrote:Give him a big hug for me, please!Image

(I'm happy he has people there to care about him, though. :cry: Sometimes that can make all of the difference in the world :cry: )
Oh, I will duchie :D

There is no way he's leaving us now, I can't in all good conscious let him leave now.

hugglessss |G
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Add my |G in there too.


If anyone here has ever heard of anyone doing anything more wonderful for another person than Fire is doing for Shadow, please let me know.
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|G |G |G |G
there is also love in the world
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:oops: :oops:

I do what my heart compels me to do...

"My children, we should love people not only with words and talk, but by our actions and true caring" --1 John 3:18 NRSV

I'll pass on your huggles Fist. :D
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I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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i am humbled by the things i have read on this thread .. it has really evolved into something quite remarkable and truly awesome!

to read the words of shadow-lurker has touched my heart .. I feel a real sense of loss in the time i havent been able to visit and catch up on recent happenings.

shadow you are truly amazing and your words uniquely insightful and inspiring .. you have lifted me from my hum drum day to day existence to a new level of being .. or at least desiring to be ..

i am so grateful that you have found a friend in furls .. and she in you .. we cherish her here and i am touched by her palpable involvement in so many others lives ..

i can think of no better more effective AIDS acitvist than furls .. Stephen being the most incredible inspiration to not only furls but to so many here too!!

I have always been moved by his words as gifted to us by his sister ..

I am grateful also for you shadow .. you have added a richness to Kevins Watch that previously beyond Stephen's presence and words we have lacked .. a depth of spirit and level of insight rare to many in the world.

thankyou for your insigt shadow - your words and thankyou furls for your goodness!

this world cries out for such love and kindness .. and those who have heart to give are few ..
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Truly! I am honored and humbled to have witnessed what has happened here. I have beheld a marvelous story.
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There's a "praise" song that I just love. Wynonna Judd sang it on "Touched by an Angel" in my favorite episode of that show.

Testify

All the colours of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out,
Reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation
Lives to testify!

For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love
Be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take, I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love

From the mountains to the valleys,
From the rivers to the seas,
Every hand that reaches out,
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace,
Every simple act of mercy,
Every step to kingdom come,
All the hope in every heart will
Speak what love has done!

For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love
Be a witness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take, will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love.


I thought I would share that.

Shadow is improving, the pain is lessening and his fever has not returned. I think we made it over this hurdle. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

Peace :D
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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LITTLE HOLLOW BONES

The great holy man, Black Elk, said, “I cured with the power that came through me. Of course it was not I who cured. It was the power from the outer world, and the visions and ceremonies had only made me like a hole through which the power could come to the two-leggeds. If I thought that I was doing it myself, the hole would close up and no power could come through. Then everything I could do would be foolish.”

As Fools Crow and I discussed the matter of how a person serves the Higher Powers, I asked, “Do you agree with Black Elk that the medicine person is a hole that Wakan-Tanka and the Helpers work through to help people?”

“We [Black Elk and he] talked about this several times. We agreed that the Higher Powers had taught us this same thing. We are just holes. But as I have used hollow bones for curing, I have decided that it is better to think of medicine people as little hollow bones.”

“All medicine persons are hollow bones that Wakan-Tanka, Tunkashila, and the Helpers work through?”

“In and through. The power comes to us first to make us what we should be, and then flows through us and out to others.”

I told him that Pueblo medicine men thought of themselves as tubes, and that I had been told by them how this worked out in their lives. I said it had captured my interest fully to hear him using this same terminology, and wondered whether, in his becoming a hollow bone, he went through the same four stages as they did – first calling in Wakan-Tanka to rid themselves of everything about them that will impede Him in any way – such as doubt, questions or reluctance; then recognizing themselves as a clean tube ready to be filled with hope and possibilities and anxious to be filled with power; then in the third stage experiencing the power as it comes surging into them; and finally giving the power away to others in the knowledge that, as they are emptied out, the Higher Powers will keep filling them with even greater power to be given away. Although I did not say so, I wondered as I told him this whether it was possible that here on the Great Plains I would find the same concept. If Fools Crow knew and practiced this, it would be another proof of both our convictions that, since we know and worship the same God, it is natural to assume that He teaches all those who love Him the same basic lessons.

[The next couple pages describe Fools Crow praying and purifying himself. Then:]

“First I thought about all of the stumbling blocks about me that can get in Wakan-Tanka’s and the Helper’s way when I want them to work in and through me. Then I asked them to remove these things so that I am a clean bone. They did this, and as I felt the obstacles coming out I grabbed them and threw them away. When all of this was done I felt fresh and clean. I saw myself as a hollow bone that is all shiny on the inside and empty. I looked around inside myself to see if any obstacles or junk were left, and there were none. I knew then that I was ready to serve Wakan-Tanka well, and I held up my hands to offer my thanksgiving and to tell Him how happy I was. Immediately, I could feel the power begin to come into me, and I reached up to help it. It was wonderful, and my energy grew until I was completely filled with power. Before long I though I would explode! Then I saw people of all races all around me, and I gave the power away to them. All of them were very grateful, and it made me feel good to share in this giving. As I emptied myself out, I could feel more power coming into me, and it was wonderful!” He watched me carefully to see what my response would be. “That is how I become a little hollow tube,” he said.

I, of course, was delighted, and sat back to draw a deep breath, for it seemed like I had forgotten to breathe during the entire rite. Finally, I asked, “And when you do this in preparation to cure or heal-?”

He did not allow me to finish the question. “Then,” he said, “instead of many people, I see just the one I am treating. But when I am alone here I do it to get ready to serve all people – red, black, white, brown and yellow.”

“Can anyone become a little hollow bone for Wakan-Tanka to work in and through?” I asked.

“Perhaps not a holy or medicine person, because we are called to that. But everyone can become a bone to serve others.”
Maybe Furls should change her title to little hollow bone.
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:oops:
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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Prayers have been answered, Shadow will be released tomorrow sometime with the stipulation that he rest and continue his IV meds. (I have pull with hospice, so that wasn't a problem.) We've gotten past this crisis by the grace of God. :)

To all of you who have said prayers, thank you very much. They were heard. :)
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I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

YEEEEE HAAAAA!!!!!! SO GLAD TO HEAR IT!!!!!!!!
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:D :D :D

We are all very happy about it too!! :D
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.


~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~

~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~

...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

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