rusmeister wrote:I think i should respond to the charge of arrogance first of all. It is inevitable that one who holds that there is absolute truth and they have (been granted to) discovered it will say that conclusions that differ from that truth are in error. Furthermore, if the thoughts expressed - as expressed, I suppose I should add - lead to a logical conclusion that somewhere along the line, thought is not taking place - or being short-circuited, then it is not necessarily arrogance to say so, and I deny the charge of arrogance here. I see no moral superiority in myself merely because I (claim to) have learned truth. Indeed, I am more responsible, and actually less worthy, for knowing all that I do and failing to live up to the Christian ideal. I am NOT looking down on you from an attitude of personal superiority. I'm not. I do think my thoughts better thought-out. That does not add up to me being - or thinking myself - a better person. Plus, I'm responding to the thoughts that you have given me. If there are more thoughts in your head, I can hardly be faulted for not being able to read them.
The problem is that this is
not what you're doing. You have decided that no system of thought that does not lead to your beliefs cannot be right. Then, you look for any place in a different system of thought where a breakdown
could take place.
Then, you claim that a breakdown
has taken place in that spot,
despite the fact that you do not have any evidence of said breakdown,
other than the fact that the system does not lead to your beliefs. That is
not a legitimate reason to declare the system has broken down. You are not listening to what I say; to what I tell you I feel; to what I tell you about how and how much I've thought, read, and discussed these topics for a couple decades -
then deciding if there is a breakdown. If you
did, you would have no grounds to conclude there has been a breakdown. You are simply deciding there
must be a breakdown, because it does not lead to your beliefs.
rusmeister wrote:Fist and Faith wrote:Death is an absolute of life. It will happen to all of us. And it is a natural part of life. To consider it horror and wrongness and absurd... Well, it's surely not an attitude that can possibly lead to contentment, much less happiness. **
Of course not. But you're jumping to a desired end result (contentment/happiness) from something that IS, without first expounding on the philosophy that makes this end result possible.
I should make a distinction here. We've never discussed it this way, but your last couple posts have shown me that it is important.
There are two aspects of this topic:
1) I have certain beliefs. Based on experience, etc, as I said in my previous post. The universe and life are what they are. With no reason to believe there is a creator or an afterlife, I do not believe there is a creator or an afterlife. This necessarily means I do not believe there is any meaning in an objective sense. I do not believe there is any meaning beyond what each of us decides and/or accepts there is.
2) I don't have a problem with these beliefs. I do not fear death, or see it as "wrong" or "bad" in any way. While I don't actually look forward to it, and do not seek to hasten its arrival, I
do look toward it and see peace. I know I will not feel peace once it happens, since I will not exist in any way. But
now, I look to the blank wall of oblivion, and it is peaceful. I do not bemoan the fact that I will not be remembered for very long beyond my death. (A generation or two, maybe? Not even a nanosecond in universal time.)
But I'm not "jumping to" 2) from 1). I imagine some people who agree with me on 1) are veeeeeeeeery unhappy about it, and might pay good money to have 2). If I could find a way to sell it... But, to my knowledge, I did not acquire my attitudes in 2) in any particular way. It's just the way I feel about things. No philosophy made the end result possible, any more than a philosophy made me prefer chocolate to vanilla, or Bach to Mozart. I seem to have been born this way.
rusmeister wrote:I think this: “The end of Eric is a bizarre concept” is something where we might touch base. This is what I am talking about and a point we appear to agree upon. But again, on disappearing for the night, you DO have a reasonable expectation of waking up. If you did not have this – if you expected a final end on falling asleep (like Spielburg’s AI boy?) you might view sleep in a more fearsome manner.
Whether or not I would wish for another day, or another week or month or year or decade, doesn't matter. If, when my time comes (if I'm aware of it), I do
not have the serenity I hope I have, if I
do go out screaming and kicking, that will not change anything. If my children die before me, it will change nothing. It doesn't matter
what might happen, it won't change anything. To my knowledge, oblivion awaits us all, and all is, ultimately, meaningless. Looking ahead to the wall of oblivion is sometimes more, "What?? How is it even
possible that this mind/personality/thinking process will end?" Sure, it can be a bit unsettling when I think of it in a certain way. But it is
not an unpleasant sensation, as I've learned when I've fallen asleep every night for almost 47 years. (And the fact that I had every expectation of waking up again doesn't have anything to do with the fact that the lack of mind/personality/thinking process is not unpleasant. Nothingness
cannot be unpleasant.)
rusmeister wrote:Have you ever had an experience that cannot be demonstrated?
Yes. Love. We can hook up electrodes, and see what happens to our brains and bodies when we experience what we call "love." But that's not the same thing as demonstrating love.
rusmeister wrote:What I really get from everything you’ve said, is that, regarding death, you view it with “the Now of wolf thought” (ref: Elfquest). You see it as unavoidable, but it is not “here” and “now” and so does not bear the concern that other people put into it. Just live your life in “the now” and don’t worry about the future (let alone eternity!). By contrast, the Christian, while also enjoined not to worry about the future, is very much commanded to worry about eternity. (Lewis’s Screwtape Letters expressed it very well, when the demon suggested getting the patient to worry about the past or especially the future, but to ignore the present and eternity.) So we agree on the importance of the present moment, but it appears the break comes in thinking about any kind of continued existence (specifically - eternal). You seem to take a final end for granted, and then pretty much stop thinking about it.
You may think this leads to greater contentment in the now – although I would dispute even that, especially if one considers himself a free thinker, and then essentially, mostly, doesn’t think about the implications of a final end. It is only a thought-out philosophy that can express what death actually means to us.
Your arrogance is showing through again. You are so sure I haven't and don't think about the implications of a final end. Why do you think that? It is not because I
haven't thought about it. It's not because I haven't
spoken about it. It's only because it does not lead to your beliefs. I
have thought about the implications of oblivion and meaninglessness. You can keep saying I haven't, but I have. You can keep saying that, if I
had, I'd be living in terror and/or insane, but you're wrong. You have no basis for believing that.
There is a
sense, I suppose, in which you're right. I
do take the final end for granted, and no longer feel the need to think about it as much as I'm sure you do. Yet another analogy. You can tell me there is an elephant charging up on me from behind. That I'm about to be crushed to death in a horribly painful manner. I'll put GREAT thought into that idea. But when I turn around and see that there is no elephant charging, I'm gonna stop thinking about it. You can tell me over and over that I need to continue thinking about it, but there's really no need. (And, for crying out loud, I
know this, and every analogy, can be picked apart in one way or another. But try to understand the aspect that
does apply to this situation, willya??)
rusmeister wrote:Fist and Faith wrote: rusmeister wrote:I do not question that your life matters to you in the present. I do not in the least doubt it. I only say that your philosophy shows no consciousness of a time before or after your life; that you have made yourself a self-contained universe, with a definite beginning and an inevitable end. The end of all universes - and likely not later than 50-60 years from this date. And nothing really matters beyond that point. Whether humanity survives or not doesn't matter; nothing really matters - and why should it? You're dead!
Are you making a point here?
Assuming this is a serious question, my point is that your thought expresses no consideration of the implications of a meaningless beginning and a final end, especially the latter. It’s fine, and very normal, to not know – what is not fine is to speak as if you did know. Again, by contrast, there are many things I do not know about death – but I do believe in promises made that give me assurances, and therefore, claim knowledge on those things which have been revealed. The most important point being that I am not the authority by which I know these things.
And
I am the authority of what
I feel and have thought about this subject. My words here
do express consideration of the implications. The fact that those implications do not lead to your beliefs is not evidence that I have not considered them. The fact that I can look at those things without terror is not evidence that I have not considered them.
rusmeister wrote:The conundrum is that we all – regardless of personal beliefs - feel thankful at times – perhaps thankful that we survived a car crash, won the lottery, or just got to see a beautiful sunrise. Yet, who are we to be thankful to? The atheist says “nobody”, making his feeling of thankfulness illogical. It shows a fundamental contradiction between the atheist’s professed belief and his actual reaction to the world.
No, it does
not show such a contradiction, because we do
not all feel thankful at times. It's just that we grow up using those words. It's a part of our language. "Thank goodness that falling piano missed me!" It's how things are worded. And language often leads to a way of thinking. But it doesn't
have to. And when it
does, it
can be changed. I'm sure I still say, "Thank goodness!" for various reasons. That doesn't mean I am actually feeling thankful. And I am not thankful about seeing a beautiful sunrise; I am just happy to be seeing it. I know you believe you know me better than I know myself, and that I'm kidding myself. But that would be arrogance again.
rusmeister wrote:There is a reason, as I would hope you knew, for the “no atheists in foxholes” quote. It expresses a general truth, rather than an absolute negation. The general truth is that when death is so close, and even likely, it is extraordinarily difficult to insist on holding on to a philosophy that says that one’s death is the end. Now no doubt some people – very principled people no doubt, do manage to hold on to an atheist philosophy in the face of imminent personal death. It represents a similar kind of faith to the Christian facing death, martyrdom, or whatever – however, in that light, it becomes an entirely negative faith, affirming one’s complete and final end with no hope of a new day – which I say is a form of insanity, especially when that end is staring you in the face.
It is not a matter of "insist[ing] on holding on to a philosophy that says that one’s death is the end." It is a very simple matter. Not being happy with the way things actually are is not anything resembling a reason to believe something that is not. It's not principles. You can call it insanity if you want. But it is not. It's just the way things are.
Yes, I'm sure there have been people who called themselves atheists who pleaded to God or Jesus or one G/god or G/goddess or another when oblivion was moments away. But to suggest that
not doing so is evidence of insanity is so far outside the realm of logic and reason that you can't get to it even with GPS. (Updated saying for our modern times!

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rusmeister wrote:Again, on arrogance, I can only say that if you show me that you DO think about the meaning of a final end of Eric, then I’ll revise what I say accordingly. This is why I asked if you can formulate what you believe. What I still see is a great gap where the topic of death is concerned.
No, you do not see a gap. You only don't see it filled with what you
want to see it filled with. Different philosophies fill it in different ways. You don't like it being filled with things of a different nature than what your philosophy fills it with, so you say it is not filled.
rusmeister wrote:As to what you’ve said here, all I see is self-contradiction. “It’s important ‘now’. It ‘won’t be’ after I’m dead.” It really is meaningless. Even ‘now’. As soon as one realizes that “now” means something different every moment, then it is something that doesn’t mean anything objective at all.
The only time that has any ultimate meaning is that which is eternal – that which is always true, if you prefer. That’s why they talk about eternal truths.
This is not an absolute. It's only the way
you view meaning. As though loving chocolate pudding is meaningless unless you're
always eating it. "How can you say you love chocolate pudding, but not be eating it right now?" It is not meaningless even "now." It is only meaningless even "now" to
your philosophy. Not to all philosophies. Not to mine. (And the fact that these thoughts do not lead me to your beliefs is not evidence that I have not truly thought about it, or that it is wrong.)