Stephen C. McKinney Memorial Thread (1969-2001)
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Wow, Dad. I've never seen anyone run so fast. You spooked him.
For Myles--
When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
For Mom--
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly...fly high against the sky...
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
For Mom--
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly...fly high against the sky...
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings

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gets nearly bowled over by Eric as he runs out the door...
What in the world?
goes back and reads the last few posts since yesterday
Oh sweet mercy....
Boys, play nice....And Eric, come back here...sheesh.
And so, life does indeed go on. We said goodbye to Alex yesterday. And what a beautiful day it was, I was so worried because we have had storms and rain the last few days. But, by God's Grace, the sky was blue and the birds were singing. The air was full of music as we laid our dear friend to rest. Peace has come to him, and the Mountain seemed to sigh as it received him. There's a deep quiet in the house now, laying just below the usual chaos that fills it. We will miss Alex. But, I know he will come visit from time to time.
Huggles to all
What in the world?
goes back and reads the last few posts since yesterday
Oh sweet mercy....


And so, life does indeed go on. We said goodbye to Alex yesterday. And what a beautiful day it was, I was so worried because we have had storms and rain the last few days. But, by God's Grace, the sky was blue and the birds were singing. The air was full of music as we laid our dear friend to rest. Peace has come to him, and the Mountain seemed to sigh as it received him. There's a deep quiet in the house now, laying just below the usual chaos that fills it. We will miss Alex. But, I know he will come visit from time to time.
Huggles to all

And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.


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I felt it too, the presence and the sigh of the Mountain. It was like all time stood still during our little goodbye ceremony. The day was perfect. Alex is now born again into love and light. I know he must now be filled with great joy.Mom wrote:And so, life does indeed go on. We said goodbye to Alex yesterday. And what a beautiful day it was, I was so worried because we have had storms and rain the last few days. But, by God's Grace, the sky was blue and the birds were singing. The air was full of music as we laid our dear friend to rest. Peace has come to him, and the Mountain seemed to sigh as it received him. There's a deep quiet in the house now, laying just below the usual chaos that fills it. We will miss Alex. But, I know he will come visit from time to time.
Anna is here.

She and Mom were up til the wee hours of the morning playing catch up. So they are both still sleeping. I'm glad, Mom really needs the rest. She was going nonstop for weeks. Chelsea and Imani have attached themselves to her girls, the four of them have closed themselves up in Chels and Imani's room.
Like Mom says...Life goes on.
For Myles--
When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
For Mom--
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly...fly high against the sky...
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
For Mom--
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly...fly high against the sky...
Thank you, thank you, thank God for you
The wind beneath my wings

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I'm going to have Anna come here and read the thread. I think she needs to know what Stephen has done for people here on the Watch, namely Isaiah and Alex.

Look! 70 pages and over 20,000 views...getting close to 1500 posts too. Who would've thought...?
And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.


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I doctored up the first page a little bit, let me know what you all think 

And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.


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*You're* normal??dlbpharmd wrote:I wonder how Anna feels about all these strange people on the internet knowing about her (apart from me, I'm normal. Strange like Fist.)
Uh, I mean, er...of *course* you're normal.



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Are any of us "normal"?? If I'm "normal", I'd hate to see what crazy is. 
And Stevie, I know...I lost Isaiah's pic with the crash and the one on my computer is corrupted and won't let me post it again.
Anna wants to read the thread. I told her that I told you guys all about her. She goes, "Oh, you've got to be kidding!" LOL!
Then I said, "well, maybe not everything". Heh... 

And Stevie, I know...I lost Isaiah's pic with the crash and the one on my computer is corrupted and won't let me post it again.

Anna wants to read the thread. I told her that I told you guys all about her. She goes, "Oh, you've got to be kidding!" LOL!


And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.


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Huggles AvAvatar wrote:It's never too late.Harley Guy wrote:She keeps insisting that she got to him "too late".
--A

And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.


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Ha, it's funny reading this from over 5 years ago. I definitely owe a lot of my writing development to this thread's inspiration. Anything after 2004 (and that’s a lot) has some strain of Stephen’s reflective nature in it.Lord Foul wrote:Shadow, my best wishes go to you--“Wherever Dreaming Goes”.Health and healing, warrior.
Reading this thread has inspired me to write a book on AIDS. The main character is a person suffering not only from a disease but from a depression...
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David, alot of what you write reminds of Stephen's writings. I'm so happy he's had such a positive influence on you, because you are one of the best writers I have ever read. And I mean that.Lord Foul wrote:Ha, it's funny reading this from over 5 years ago. I definitely owe a lot of my writing development to this thread's inspiration. Anything after 2004 (and that’s a lot) has some strain of Stephen’s reflective nature in it.Lord Foul wrote:Shadow, my best wishes go to you--“Wherever Dreaming Goes”.Health and healing, warrior.
Reading this thread has inspired me to write a book on AIDS. The main character is a person suffering not only from a disease but from a depression...

Anna has started reading thru the thread, but had to stop because it got to be too much for her. She will pick it up again in a few days. Also, she has read the books and says that she may register here and take part in the discussions.



And I believe in you
altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.

altho you never asked me too
I will remember you
and what life put you thru.
~fly fly little wing, fly where only angels sing~
~this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you~
...for then I could fly away and be at rest. Sweet rest, Mom. We all love and miss you.


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Hi there all! I'm Anna
It is so overwhelming to see so many people reading and enjoying Stephen's beautiful journals and writings. He was the love of my life, and even though we parted, I never stopped loving him. I've gotten about halfway through the thread now, most of the entries I have read before, but in this setting it's like reading them for the first time again. Mainly because of all the responses to them from the members here. I am not surprised that Isaiah and Alex found their way to Tracie through Stephen. He drew people to him like a magnet.
When we were together I read his copies of the TC books and loved them. But that was a long time ago, so I'll have to re-read them to refresh my memory before joining in on the board discussions. I chose my nickname here from what Stephen used to say to me. "You are the song my heart sings." So, it seemed appropriate.
I look forward to getting to know everyone here!

When we were together I read his copies of the TC books and loved them. But that was a long time ago, so I'll have to re-read them to refresh my memory before joining in on the board discussions. I chose my nickname here from what Stephen used to say to me. "You are the song my heart sings." So, it seemed appropriate.
I look forward to getting to know everyone here!

You are the song my heart sings
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Welcome, Anna! 



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Thank you for the welcome everyone! I feel like I already know you all after reading through Stephen's thread.
We all grew up together in Scottsdale. I now live in Phoenix near Encanto Park. What part of the city does caam live in? I work at St. Joe's in the Oncology and AIDS departments. I was actually going to help Tracie with Alex, but he passed only a few days before I got here.
That saddens me 
It's beautiful up here, I wish I didn't have to leave in a few weeks. I feel so close to Steve here, I have missed him so much. I've been dreaming about him alot lately, I guess he knows I've hit a bump in the road.
I've almost finished the thread, have another 15 or so pages to go.
We all grew up together in Scottsdale. I now live in Phoenix near Encanto Park. What part of the city does caam live in? I work at St. Joe's in the Oncology and AIDS departments. I was actually going to help Tracie with Alex, but he passed only a few days before I got here.


It's beautiful up here, I wish I didn't have to leave in a few weeks. I feel so close to Steve here, I have missed him so much. I've been dreaming about him alot lately, I guess he knows I've hit a bump in the road.
I've almost finished the thread, have another 15 or so pages to go.
You are the song my heart sings